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Believe me, I've been going through this life.

Yes, I've been going through this life. Being a counsel isn't easy. Being as an infj, on the beginning, felt too hard for me. Believe me, I try. But often life must go on. Something like love, relationship, my personal growing history has become an enormous thing to have in me. I've cited some quotations of life. The best of it, the number one from Mr. Benjamin Franklin.

Theodore Roosevelt, Mr. Jacques De Molay and many historical figures. Believe me, I've been going through this life. I have my first crying moment, my first perspective on myself. I have my first contemplating session only with myself. Well sometimes normally, I miss being around with my old pal in the children psychology class. The occupation teacher and tutors. Especially rucita.


Yet so far, I've been going through my teenage times too. I get a crush on a girl. I remember sitting on a veranda with glo, my first girlfriend. Making her laugh, tickle her, entertain a lot. And what I got is, I think, it's a god decision. Yes, death separate us, widely separated me and her. She's gone, and has passed by because of her diseases.

You know, life is about trying, when you try, you'll know something after. After those dark and deep times, I raise up myself, see, the main title of me is to opening a new world order for me. From dressing like moron, till dressing like a man. I knew it when I was about, 14 years old. At the first time, I'm kinda like, a shy and an inflexible boy. That's bad, though. You know, the first time you fall in love, it feels like the world become yours mostly. It was like, everything is so complete. So wonderful, so jazzy, and nothing compare to those rarely happening moment.



Then after the adolescent time passed, I grow up, yet I think about my future, career or something like that. Wow, yeah, how could you think like an adult person? Are you now, starting to become an adult person? For the first time, you realize that you grown up, it was disgusting, believe me, it was. But the point is, there's some surprising thing to have. Like when you fall in love with a girl again, and you realize, that's a no. Okay, when that's a no, its mean absolutely, that is a no. Even the girl is sexy, smart, and sharp. Sometimes to expanding your horizon you will need to read, watch and listen carefully. Because of other, we know something. I know I love a girl, touching her, play with her, but suddenly, you have something like, oh, I don't fit well for this girl, I'm leaving. See, now I'm looked like Ted mosby on how I met your mother serial.


Sometimes we have a setting in ourselves. And believe me, I've going through this self personal setting. I've tried a thousand times of things, and getting a mistake, then learn and do it better than before. I believe when you know your true self is, people gonna say that you are awesome, handsome, good looking, charming, or something else. Your challenge is to endure your passion for your own living, I believe that's going to be worth the price. And I believe, it's not about rich or poor, it's about you having your life qualities.


And believe me, I've been going through this life.

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